This sucks. It's so unfair! I need some breasts, give me some breasts! At least give me just enough so that I can at least fit into the smallest sizes of clothes. I'm damn sad I always cannot even wear them, and its ALWAYS ALWAYS cos my breasts are too small.

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So. It's over.

I've thought, dreamt, and fantasized about the kind of exhilaration I would feel the moment I finish the last of my papers ever since I got my Confirmation Slip. And when that day finally came, I felt a strange sense of loss instead. Somehow I just feel so reluctant to leave the past 2 years behind. It's like suddenly you lose the one thing that your life is centred about, the one thing that keeps you going, and then you just feel that your life has come to a standstill. I was packing my room that day, and looking at all my lecture notes and tutorials that I've done and I felt so super sad. You know I don't think its possible to truly appreciate things until it's kinda gone. Suddenly all the small bits and pieces of life that didn't seem to matter at that point of time now gets blown up into gigantic proportions and you realised that it actually meant so damn much.

I never thought I will feel this way, but I'm really going to miss studying and going to school.

I just saw my brother's wedding photos. Omg nice nice nice nice! I was so attracted to the evening gown my brother's girlfriend, ok maybe it's time to say my sister in law, was wearing that I kept staring at it la. It's really really nice! Anyway she's sooo pretty!

Makes me wanna take some wedding photos, wear some pretty gowns and be pretty too.