So. It's over.

I've thought, dreamt, and fantasized about the kind of exhilaration I would feel the moment I finish the last of my papers ever since I got my Confirmation Slip. And when that day finally came, I felt a strange sense of loss instead. Somehow I just feel so reluctant to leave the past 2 years behind. It's like suddenly you lose the one thing that your life is centred about, the one thing that keeps you going, and then you just feel that your life has come to a standstill. I was packing my room that day, and looking at all my lecture notes and tutorials that I've done and I felt so super sad. You know I don't think its possible to truly appreciate things until it's kinda gone. Suddenly all the small bits and pieces of life that didn't seem to matter at that point of time now gets blown up into gigantic proportions and you realised that it actually meant so damn much.

I never thought I will feel this way, but I'm really going to miss studying and going to school.