I feel unhappy and unwanted and old and useless and cheated.

I want school, need school, crave school. I need something to take away this time thingy that I suddenly seem to have too much off.

I need a friend to take my mind off that one guy that keeps hoarding my thoughts. And no, they're unfortunately not thoughts of love or whatever along that line. They're thoughts of.. I don't know.. disappointment, resentment. And I totally hate myself for being so possessive.